Not looking forward to 2013

I'm the type of person who hate changes, I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid of people leaving me because I don't think I can ever meet someone like them again, everyone is so different, unique and special. I really appreciate every single one of them in my life but somehow I feel I'm always taken for granted (by you). I hope next year school will not be stressful for me, I hope I meet nice people in university, I hope I will listen to myself more than my heart. I know what's right and what's wrong, I really know!! But I always let my heart always get the better of me and that's so stupid lol.

It's funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back everything is different.