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I'm about like 85% more to UB now, I guess I'm going to take up their offer. But I'm going to call up my school and check more about the course first (since I still have some time left to the due date, just in case I wanna change my mind) Have yet to collect my diploma cert! Can't believe I completed it. I can still remember feeling soooooo insecure about everything on the first day of school because all the modules look so alien to me and it's so fast paced. 3 months in a semester, in which 1 month is holiday, 2 months of "studying" (the first week is getting to know the basics of that particular module and then its 6 assignments/projects/quizs/presentations flooding and eating up all your time!!! And by the time you complete them there is only like 2 weeks left to study, super rush) I honestly can't really remember what I studied haha.

Think I'm a little stressed out recently, too many things on my mind I can't sleep properly. I'll wake up at ungodly hours during the night (but lucky some of my friends are still awake, so I've company :p) pimples start growing too :@ ANDDDDDDDDDD......... mood swings. I hate periods :( Weather is not being nice lately, it kept raining everyday and I can't bring Lion out for long walks or even go running myself. Oh ya, talking about my dog, he is extra sticky today. I think he knows my mood is not very stable (one min sad, happy, angry) I blame it on the menses ok. 

Qtpie keep sajiao to me non stop aaaah people without dogs will never understand why I am so crazy over them. I tweet about him, I blog about him, I instagram about him and even majority of my fb photos are him oops!! But really, the emotional support they give you IS THE BEST!!!!! When you feel you're so yucky, sucky, alone and feel all inferior on the inside, he looks at you like you're his world and you're the best thing that ever happened to him! Makes your heart feels so warm and makes you feel wanted & loved too. When you need a break from anything, he is willing to accompany you for walks/runs/buying. He is always there. HOW TO NOT LOVE DOGS YOU TELL ME?!!??!?! It's like a 247 buddy that you can count on! He doesn't gets angry with you, he doesn't mind hearing lame questions (I always ask him the same thing over & over again & Irene ALWAYS hear about my same old problem, bleh sorry I'm really trying my best to give up and get over already!!!) he doesn't look down on you, he cheers you up with his funny actions (my dog does that whenever I'm sad) and so on......................... too many to list! You have to keep a dog to know it.

Keeping myself busy and preoccupied nowadays, trying to utilized my holidays to its fullest!  Bringing Lion to the vet tomorrow (at yishun, sian the cab fare........ $$$$$$$$$) for jab & hopefully book a hospital appointment to castrate him. Need to buy him 2 new packet of food too and I doubt I'll have enough strength to carry them home, I NEED A MAN to carry my heavy stuff haha.

Yesterday was my graduation ceremony (but I did not attend) and fb is flooding with lots of graduation/prom photos lol I miss my long curly hair during prom!! Almost 12am, gonna sleep now! Long and busy day ahead tomorrow, I hope the weather will be good! I really wanna run and walk my dog :S